They'll Let You Use Kool-Aid To Dye Your Hair When You're 10 & In The Hospital For Setting Your Childhood on Fire

They'll also let you have a / unicorn birthday cake

They'll Let You Use Kool-Aid To Dye Your Hair When You're 10 & In The Hospital For Setting Your Childhood on Fire
Photo by Lan Gao / Unsplash

by Chrissy Stegman


They'll also let you have a

unicorn birthday cake and

you can have the fire alarm

go off

when you're in the ward.


They'll light your 10 (ten) candles

for you and they'll let you,

Psychiatry's child, run

outside & possessed

by the noise of alarm & freedom,

overflowing your body

like one thousand


hallelujahs


That will make you feel

special which is how the inside

of a bell must feel when it tastes the

reverberation of a job well done.


They'll let you learn

when they release you

how every pigeon feels

heading into an unknown sky:


You’ll be terrified and alone.


You’ll be Free.


Chrissy Stegman is a poet/writer/chipmunk from Baltimore, Maryland. Recent work has appeared in: UCity Review, Rejection Letters, Gone Lawn, Gargoyle Magazine, Anti-Heroin Chic, Stone Circle Review, Fictive Dream, Inkfish, The Voidspace, 5 Minutes, Libre, and BULL. She is a 2x BoTN and Pushcart Prize nominee. www.chrissystegman.com